"Dard-e-Khuabo ka sahar...."

"Kitni ajeeb bat he na..jab tu mere pas thi,to har dam yahi sochta tha k kya me teri kadar nai karta? Or ajj jab tu mere pas nai to ye ehsas hota h k ,..kadar to hamesa se thi,per tuje na khone k yakeen ne andha kar diya tha muje...!!!
Bhala kya pata tha k esa bhi kuch ho skta he...
Mera tujse alag hona itna h namumkin tha jitna tera mujse nafrat karna.....!!!!

Me betha rahta hun thandi jameen pe ,ankho me wo teri ek dimple wali pyari si hasi,hath me teri ek tasveer he,jise dekh kar har dam me tere chehre pe ane wale bal tere kano ke piche laga deta hun,....tuje bahut tang karte he na..!
Mobile pe fake call pe tera nam dal diya he,jise suru kar k bht khus ho jata hun,or jab ass pass koi nai hota,to man bahlane k liye 2-4 batein bhi kar leta hun,,tere jabab to muje pata h hote h,he na....!!!!     Teri payal ab mere hatho me bandhi rahti he,ek dum wese hi,han bas uske ghungru nikal diye he,taki teri maujudagi ka yakeen to ho,per ehsas nai.....!!
Yad ati h wo teri man gadant kahaniyan,jo roj rat tu muje sunati thi,hole se "Bby so gaya kya,puch kar ek gn kis" de jati thi.. Tu sulati thi to so jata tha,ab tu nahi sulati to esa lagta h jese meri neend hi so gai he,...ooh meri pyari si bacchi,bheed me kahi kho gai thi..jb be teri bht yad ati he to apne takiye ko bht jor se hug kar leta hun..magar ye to muje wapas gale h nai lagati,....dekh na isko ,dant de!!! Bol na isko tang na kare ,,bol na!!!!:-(

Gane nai sunta me ab,na sun pata hun apna h nam,har cheej se tu judi he,har cheej me tu basi he,dil me kahi fas si fasi he!!
Yad ati h wo gali muje,jaha me aya karta tha,tere ghar k neeche khade hoke tuje bulaya karta tha,gali to aj b wahi he,dukane b wahi he....bas bheed bht ho gai he,us choti si gali me ab mere liye jagah nai ....abi-abi to rah mili thi k manjil hi mud gai kahin..!!!!!

Rota hun ,bilakhta hun,har dum girta padta hun,koi nai he puchne wala ,koi nai he puchta "bby jyada to nai lagi,aao kissi kar dun ab sb thk ho jayega"....!!     Kon muje roj-roj breakfast ki yad dilayega,kon bat-bat pe pyari si devil laugh karega,  kon muje ulti sidhi harkatein karne se warn karega,   kon muje horrer movie dekh k rat-rat bhar jagayega,,kon phn pe jor jor se itni tej chillayega ,,,, kon muje anjano se bat karne se rokega, kon muje bat-bat pe tokega, kon mere ek phn k liye din bhar wait karega,kiska 2&1/2 paratha kha k bhi pet na bharega,   kon banega bacha mera?? Kisko pyar karunga me,,kiski bht hifajat karke ,bht laad karunga me....!!! Cheen leti apne app ko,q cheen li mujse wo meri bacchi,bht masoom he wo,akal ki he thodi kachi, janta hun me,wo jinda he...jinda h kahin tujme,bandhi hui h nafrat ki janjeero me ,jisko todne ki taqat nai h abi usme.....!!!!  per ye na sochna k ye bhi h koshis ,,,,tu kabhi nai a sakti jindagi me meri,  per bhula na paunga wo pyari si yadein teri, shayad is chote se dil k liye tu bht badi ho gai he, shayad ek pyar k sagar me kuch bundo ki kami ho gai he.    Khush rakhna use e mere khuda,tere ansu kbi na ho teri ankho se juda....!!!
Mere ansu jhute lagte he to nai sunegi ab meri siskiyan,,,!! Ye meri kasam is dard ko daba lunga me,in ansuo ko chupa lunga me,in yado ki agg ko asko se bhuja lunga me...!!!!
Leta hun ek akhri alvida tujse,karta hun ab is choti si kahani ka pyara sa ant,khus rahna tu hamesa,khusiyan mile tujko anant...!! Ja teri najro se ab mene muh mod liya ,teri khusi k liye ab mene ..tuje h chod diya!!!
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"Mere nam hi karna"...!!!

Teri Subhai Bhi Meri Hai Teri, Shame Bhi
Meri Hai,
Tere Din Ka Har Ek Hissa, Tum Mere Naam
Hi Karna,
Tujhi Se Mujh Ko Ulfat Hai, Tujhi Se Mujh
Ko Chahat Hai,
Apni Dil Ki Mohabbat Ko, Tum Mere Naam
Hi Karna,
Mai Jab Bedar Hota Hu, Tere Deedar Ko
Tarsu,
Mai Jab Karwat Badalta Hu, To Tere Pyar
Ko Tarsu,
Meri Yaadein Bhi Teri Hai, Meri Baatein
Bhi Teri Hai,
Apne Sapno Ko Bhi Humdum, Tum Mere
Naam Hi Karna,
Tum Mere Paas Hote Ho, To Ek Ehsaas Hota
Hai,
Tum Mere Saath Hote Ho, Wo Pal Kuch
Khaas Hota Hai,
Mohabbat Me Judai Hai, Judai Me Bhi
Chahat Hai,
Mere Bin Apni Tanhai, Tum Mere Naam Hi
Karna....

Akhri Jid...

Chalo Rooth Jao Tum, Mein Tumko Manata
Hoon,
Tum Koi Zid Lagao Mein Usse Aage Badata
Hoon,
Bohut Din Ho Gaye Taron K Jhurmat Ki
Chamak Dekhe,
Tum Likho Geet Mein Tum Pe Ghazal
Gungunata Hoon,
Abhi To Waqt Hai Muthi Mein Or Jazbat
Hain Dil Mein ,
Chalo Ab Maan Jao Tum, Mein Tumse Rooth
Jata Hoon,
Mere Hathon Ko Thamo Or Koi Phir Zid
Nayi Kr Do,
Chalo Tum Do Qasam Apni Main Wapis
Lout Aata Hoon,
Or Bhi Hain Bohut Se Azmane K Hunar
Baqi,
Rakho Tum Hath Dil Pe, Main Tumhein
Dharkan Sunata Hoon,
Bohut Din Ho Gaye Khamosh Mohabbat Ko
Nibhate Hue,
Mujhe Tumse Mohabbat Hai, Main Kehna
Bhool Jata Hoon.

Bahut Jee Liya Mene....

Mohabbat tark ki mene, garebaan si liya mene,
Zamane ab to khush ho zeher yeh bhi pi liya mene,

Abhi zinda hoon magar sochta rehta hoon khalvat me,
Ke ab tak kis tamanna ke sahare ji liya mene,

Unhe apna nahin sakta magar itna bhi kya kamm hai,
Ke kuch muddat haseen khawbon mein kho ker ji liya mene,

Bass ab to daaman-e-dil chorr do bekaar umeedo,
Bohat dukh seh liye mene, bohat din ji liya mene..

"Suno kuch esa hua"....!!

Ek bar suno kuch esa hua
Wo mujko mili
Main usko mila
Izhar hua
Iqrar hua
Wo dost bani
Me yar hua...
Use ishq bahut
Muje pyar bahut
Hum dono me takrar bahut....
Phir kuch yun hua...
Wo chod gai
Me toot gya...
Phir kuch yun mile
Wo tanha thi
Me akela tha...
Bas hum dono the
Or koi na tha..
Wo rone lagi..
Me babas raha..
Na pyar na hi izhar raha
Bas fark sirf itna sa raha..
WO MITTI K UPAR ROTI RAHI.
ME MITTI K ANDER SOTA RAHA..!!!

"Lahoo har lafz rota he"....

Yahi Wada Liya Tha Na
Hamesha Khush hi Rehna Hai
To Dekhoo.....Dekh Lo Aaa Kar
Mere Ankho Ko Dekho Tum
Ye Kitni Shokh Lagti Hain
Mairy Hontoo Ko Dekhoo Tum
Hamesha Muskratey Hen
Koi Bhi Gham Agar Aya
Us se  Has Kar Saha Main Ne
Mere Chehre  Ko Dekho Tum
Hamesha us per sukoon Hoga
Tum Socho Ge,
Kiya Tha Main Ne Jo Tum Se
Wo Wada Kar Diya Poora.
Magar ek Baat Hai Sanam
Kabhi Jo Waqt Mil Jaye
To Meri  Shairy Padna
Tumen Mehsoos To Ho Ga
Kahin Takleef Bhara Lehja
Kahin Pe Sard Sa Lehja
Kahin Pe Dard Ki Jheelaie
Kahin  Lehjhe Ki Karwahat
Sunooo...............
Main Khush To Hun Lekin
Lahoo Har Lafz Roota Hai
Lahoo Har Lafz Roota Hai..

"Bhula Dunga....

Haan Yeh Aasan Nahi
K Main
Khud Ko Tujh Se Juda Kar loon,
Per Itna Bhi Mushkil Nahi
Tujh Ko Alwida Kehna
Aansoo Jo Hue Teri Amanat
Lauta Dunga
Woh Yaadein
Wahi Haseen Yaadein
Haan Main Sab Bhula Donga
Agar Main Chahu??.
Safar Jo Zindagi Ka
Tera Haath Thaam Kar Guzara
Main Ne?.
In Kadmoo Ka
Aik Aik Naksh Mita Dunga
Haan Main Woh Sab Jhutla Dunga??
Main Janta Hoon
Meri Rooh Main Basi
Hai Teri Khushboo
Meri Rago Main Hay Dodta
Teri Chahato Ka Lahoo
Main Na Chahun Bhi To
Tujhe Hi Pukarta hun
Per Main Apne Lafz See Lunga
Khud Pe Khamooshi Ka Khol
Chada  Lunga
Teri Har Umeed Bhuja Dunga
Har Woh Raasta Jo Teri Janib ko Jaata Hai
Badal Dunga!!!
Woh Aashiyana
Jo Hum Tum Ne
Aik Dujay K Liye Banaya Tha
Main Usse Aag Laga Dunga
Main Teri Nazro Se Ohjal Ho jaun Ga
Teri Duniya
Se Door ChlaJaaun Ga
Agar Na Karsaka Aisa
Khud Pe Bhes Chada K
Ajnabi Ho Jaun Ga???..
Agar Na Kar saka
Aisa??.
Khamooshi Se
Apne Daaman Main Tera Aks Sametay
Zindagi Se Aanchal Chura K
Andhero Main Kho Jaun ga
Per Kasam Hay
Na Kisi Aur Ka Banu ga
Na Tere Paas Lautun ga!!!!!!