Another Day Without You- II

Another day had past..
and I haven't seen you around...
Now my hopes are down...
Can't figure out the feeling...
Even words won't rhyme...
Don't even make a sense
'Cause I'm totally lost right now...
Since you been gone...
Another moment have been wasted..
For the effort of waiting I've offered...
I know you won't still come...
But i don't wanna pull my hopes
down...
Upset.. totally i am..
Alive, i doubt it i would be?
For i only can breathe...
When you are here with me..

Another Day without you..!!!!

Don’t accept if you can’t keep it.
Don’t use words you can’t act upon.
Don’t use others.
Of course nobody’s perfect.
But some have been down for so long and
when someone comes in and lifts my spirits,
I take it so whole heartily.
But i haven’t been able to get out of my
darkness.
I miss my best Care taker/lover/friend/everything CHIKU...
I can’t fathom myself with another girl,
I thought we were soulmates.
Maybe I was wrong.
People may be sick of you,
Or hate you,
Or treat you wrong,
I never will.
I meant my words with everything.
I learned so many things from you.
Was always there when you needed me.
But you left me on the very day I needed you,
you never understood that.
Then my world fell.
Every day a piece of my heart leaves.
You messed with the wrong boy.
I was hurt when you came in my life, and then
you turned my world around.
A love story I’ll never forget.
I was so happy with you.
I hope you felt the same.
I melted every time I saw you.
I’m madly deeply in love with a grl.
What did I ever do to you for things to be like
this?
Silence is deadly to some.
And inside I die a little every day.
And every day without you
Is another day without you.

Wo barish..!!!

"Tumne kaha tha k pahli barish k padte hi lot aaoge!!,,
Hum or tum mil ke bhegain ge..!!

Dekho jana!!!
Kitni phuanrain beet chuki hain,sawan fir se lot k aya he..
Barso pahle kiya tha tha tum ne ,,,ehad mujse..
Nibhaa jao na!!
Jan!! Lot k a jao na
Ab to lot k ajao na!!!!

"Wo Me Hoon"...!!

Hatheli samne rakhna,ke sub ansu girein usme,,
Jo ruk jayega hoton pe samajh jana ke wo me hoon..!!
Kabhi jo chand ko dekhu,
to tum muskara dena,,jo chal jaye hawa thandi,to tum ankhein band kar lena,,
Jo jhonka tez ho sabse,samajh jana ke wo me hoon,,!!!

Jo jyada yad aau me, to tum ro lena gee bhar ke,
agar hichki jo koi aye,samajh jana k wo me hoon..!!
Agar tum bhulna chaho ,mujhe shayad bhula do tum,,
Magar jab sans lena,,samajh jana k wo me hoon..!!!

"MuSkUrAhT...!!"

Me 5th class me tha or wo 3rd me,
ek din wo mere padosh me shift ho gai,tbi khelte khelte usne mere gal pe chikoti kati wo muskaratey hue  bhag gai..
me ruansa ho gaya!!!!
Me 8th me tha,apne bagiche se kuch fool tode the,, wo sub cheen k bhag gai,,me udas ho gaya!!!
Me 12th me tha,maa k hath ka bna manpasand gajar ka halwa beth k garden me kha raha tha, wo daud k aai or puri katori leke bhag gai,,mera rone ka man karne laga..!!
me office jane k liye ready ho raha
hun,wo fir aai or aj uske chehre pe udasi thi,,
Mujse lahje me bolne lagi " Dhakkan k dhakkan hi rahoge,kab Bade hoge,jb muje koi or le jayega"..!!
Or ajj Muskrahat mere hoto pe thi..!!!!

"Ek Din Jab"....!!

Ek din sharartan me uske kamre me ja kar, deewaro per likhe kuch haruf padne chahe..!!

jab hath se bani tasveero ko samjhna chaha!!
kahin sukhe guakab ki pattiyan thi ,,kahi ,,rat ka takiya ansuo se num tha...!!!

fir almari se esi kitab hath lagi...
jiske safa-e-amal per mera nam tha!!
kuch lafz chape hue the,mere hath laraz uthe,,!!!

chehra pasine se tar tha,,dhdkan beabru thi,,
meri sada mere kano me goonjne lagi!!!

Muje khabar bhi na thi,k wo khamosh sa sakhs muje is kadar chahta tha!!!

"Tanha Rat k Saye me"..!!!

Rat k kisi lamhe me jab tumhari yad aye...
to batao mujhko me kya karu??
tume mithi neend se jaga du??? ya tumhare sine pe sir rakh dun???
tumhari gahri band ankho ko kholu ??
ya un me sama jau???
ya tume bina ankhe jhapkaye dekhta jau??
k kahi ye khuaw tut na jaye!! k kahi tumhara sath chut na jaye!!

suno!!!!

Muje tumhare sath gujare gaye un lamho me se ,,
ek lamha b bhulana ganwara nai!

suno!!

Utho or ek bar muje ankh bhar k dekho!!!
or mujh se kaho!!
k tum mere ho, Sirf mere ho....!!!

"Me or Kash tu"....!!!!

"Jab tak hum tum pe jurm dhate rahe..!!

tumne kabhi sikwa nahi kiya aur muskarate rahe..!!

jab tak hame apni galtio ka ehsas hua, or hamne socha k ham badal jayenge...!!!!

tumne hame ek moka bhi nahi diya sudharne ka,,

is se pahle hum kuch kahte wo chale gye is duniya se muskurate hue!!

ab bas tumhari kuch yadien or ashk rah gaye he ankho me,,

ab hum taraste rahte he,tume fir se pane k liye,,

khuwaish he or duaa karte he k hum fir mile kisi jindagi me app se....

Is bar zurm app ke ho?

hum taraste rahe?

muskarate hue?

tabhi shayad meri rooh ko kuch sukun mil payega,,

warna kai bar mar k bhi apne app ko maf na kar paunga..!!