"MUJE PAGAL SA KARTA HE....!!! "

"WO BAHKI RAT ,WO BAHKA SA SHAMA,
WO BHEEGE LARASTE HUE HOT OR USKA THAMNA,
MUJE PAGAL SA KARTA HE......!!!!!

ME USKO DEKHTA HOON YUN,USKI PAGAL MADHOSE ADAYIEN WO,
JO SAYE ME BHIGO DE MUJKO, USKI KATIL NIGAHE WO..
MUJE PAGAL SA KARTI HE...!!!!

JAB USKA SATH PATA HOON ,ME PAGLA SA HO JATA HOON,
APNI BAHON ME BHAR K WO MUJE KALT HAR ROJ KARTI HE
K USKI DEEWANGI MUJE PAGAL SA KARTI HE....

ME MADHOSE SA RAHTA HU, USKE SEENE KI GARMI SE,
MUJE HOTO K PANI SE BUJHAYA ROJ KARTI HE,
JALA K MUJME BADAN APNA SHAMA KO YUN BUJHATI K,
MUJE PAGAL SA KARTI HE...

USKE HATO KA PASEENA JB UDTA H BHAAP BAN K,
MERI ANKHO ME ISHQ DHUNDLA SA JATA HE,
KASTA HUN JAB USKO AGOSH ME APNE,
WO BIKHAR K MUJME...MUJKO PAGAL SA KARTA HE....

JB SURKH HOTA H GALO KA RANG USKA,
YUN HOTO KA KAP KAPANA DILASA SA DETA HE,
K TU CHOOR H APNE PYAR K RANG ME,
TUJKO BHIGONA LAZMI SA LAGTA HE...

HUM TUT JATE HAIN, EK DUSRE ME YUN KHOKAR,
BHAAP K KHUWAB UDTE HE USKI GOD ME SOKAR,
WO KATIL HE MUJE YUN PARESHAN KARTI HE,
USKE HATO KI UNGLIYA MERE SEENE ME ,
MUJE PAGAL SA KARTI HE.....

ME DEKHTA HU USKO YUN PADE HUE GOD ME USKI,
SHARARAT RUK NAHI PATI K WO MUSKURA LETI HE,
USKA BALO KO SAHLANA ,MERE SEENE PE MACHAL JANA ...
MUJKO PAGAL SA KARTA HE...

K USKE PYAR KA HAR ROJ BADAL SA BARSTA  HE,
ME BHEEG JATA HU ..WO BHI BHEEG JATI HE..

"HAMARA BHEEGANA HAME KUCH YUN KUCH,
 PAGAL SA KARTA HE...." !!!!

YAADEIN.....

Mein Aksar Raat Main Tanha Akele Main,
Tumhi Ko Yaad Karta Hoon,
Tumhari Jheel Si Sharmati Aankhon Ko,
Jo Mujh Ko Dekh Kar Ek Pal Haya Ke Lal Pardon Main,
Simat Si Jati Thi,
Tumhare Haanth Ke Thande Paseene,
Jo Tanha Dekh Kar Mujh Ko Badi Chahat Se Aate The,
Mein Jyo Hi Hanth Main Apne Tumhara Haath Leeta Tha,
Mere Hanthon Ki Garmi Se,
Paseene Bhap Ban Ke Iss Fiza Mein Kho Se Jate The,
Unhi Ko Yaad Karta Hoon,
Wo Jab Thak Kar Tumhari God Mein Sar Rakh Ke Sota Tha,
Tum Apni Zulf Ki Thandi Hawaon Ke,
Hazaron Qafiley Le Kar Mere Chehre Pe Jhukti Thi,
Bade Hi Pyar Se Jab Mujh Ko Takti Thi,
Aur Kehti Thi,
Apni Aankhon Ko Band Rakhna,
Mujhe Bus Dekhne Dena,
Aur Dheere Se Mere Mathay Ko Apne Honton Se Choo Kar,
Tum Apne Pyare Hanthon Se,
Chupane Ke Liye Khud Ko Meri Aankhon Ko Dhakti Thi,
Wo Lamhee Yaad Karta Hoon,
Mein Ab Tanha Hoon,
Bahut Masroof Rehta Hoon,
Subha Se Shaam Tak Iss Dhoop Main Khud Ko Ragadta Hoon,
Thakan Se Choor Hoke toot Ke Jab Ghar Ko Aata Hoon,
Udasi Ke Ghane Badal Mere Dil Pe Baraste Hain,
Unhi Badal Se Bachne Ko,
Laga Ke Shola Honton Se Mein Chath Pe Bhaag Jata Hoon,
Tehelta Hoon, Bahut Bachain Hota Hoon,
Tumhi Ko Yaad Karta Hoon,
Ke Tum Ghar pe hoti to bht kuch hota....

TOHFA..!!!!!

 
 BARISH HUI THI KAL RAT……

QKI USKI THANDAK MUJE  THANDA KAR RAHI THI…

ME  RAJAI ME THA SUBHA KE KARREB 5 BAJE HONGE…

KUCH SAPNO ME YUN HI KHOYA HUA THA..

MOBILE UTHA K DEKHA TO SUBHA K 6 BAJE THE.

FIR APNE APP KO SAMET KE RAJAI ME JESE TESE  SO GAYA…

ME SAPNA DEKH RAHA THA K ME SWIMMING KAR RAHA HU OR 2^ND PLACE PE AYA 

HU…

TABHI ACHANAK  EK  PARCHAI MERE PASS AAI OR MUJE CHUMA OR MERE 

KAREEB A GAI…ME ANMANA SA USE ANDHERE ME DEKHTA RAHA YUN HI...

 ANDAJA LAGATA RAHA K KON HO SAKTA HE……ITNI SUBHA !!!!!

GHAR ME KHANA BANA NE ANTY ATI THI…PAHLE DAR SA LAGA K WO TO ESI 

HARKAT-E-TAQALLUF-E -GUSTAKHI TO KARENGI NAHI..FIR LAGA MERA BHAI JYADA 

THAND K KARAN MERE SATH RAJAI ME A RAHA HE…..

PAR NAHI WO KOI OR THA….USKI PARCHAI MAHSUS KAR SAKTA THA ME..MUJE 

USKI KHUSBU JANI PAHCHANI LAG RAHI THI..PAR SAMAJH NAHI PAA RAHA THA….

FIR ACHANAK US  PARCHAI K HOT HILE OR AWAJ AAI…!!!

“MUJE THAND LAG RAHI H BAHAR KAFI FROZEN CLIMET  HE!!!”

ME PAGAL HO GAYA SAMAJH GAYA …YAKEEN NAHI HUA K WO AWAJ ME JANTA 

HU PACHANTA HU BHT ACHE SE…

ME ROJ US SE WAKIF HOTA HU….

MENE US PARCHAI KO DEKHA USE APNAYA, OR BHT KHUS HUA…

HUM KHUS THE US ANDHERE ME…BAS JARURAT THI TO ROSHNI KI USE  DEKHNE 

K LIYE….

WO  TOFHA THA MERA….!!! , US SUBHA KA.JISKA MUJE INTZAAR THA KAI RATO 

SE…

WO TOHFA MERE LIYE THA JISKA YAKEEN KAR PANA AJJ BHI MERE LIYE MUSKIL 

HE…….

UMEED KARUNGA K IS SAPNE SE KABHI NA UTHU….

Ye Rishta......

Meri or uski kahani hi alag he, mera or uska rishta bhi bht alag he !!!!
Pahle ka rishta sabse pyara tha...par ajj jo rishta he wo ajj sabse alag he.....

Wo roj rat ko apni bheegi hui ankho se kahti he muje, k me naa rah paungi tere bina
kisi or ka hote hue naa dekh paungi apne siva...
Uski bheegi ankhe muje bebas kart he....
roj ek naya wada karne ko kahti he...k tum rahoge mere sath Har dam!! Har pal!!
tum hi ho mere jeevan sakal....

Na jaane yeh rishta darata q he?
Par yahi rishta sabab dilata hey....
Me har roj us se yahi sawal karta hu, k tu q darti he?

Wo masoomiyat se jabab deti hey...
Mohabbat-e-qurbat itni asan nahi hoti jitna tum samajhte ho,
ek meri halat sirf tum hi samjhte ho...
me na rah paungi tere bina, tum itni si bat q nahi samjhte ho?...

Me uski masoomiyat k peeche chip jata hu....dilo-dimag se uske sawalo ke jaba mangta hu.
Wo ek tak dekhti rahti he..badguma chandni me khoi rahti he...
Jahriley zakhmo k ye jo sawalat he, use kese kahu wo sawal usne hi tarase he....
Fir bhi un sawalo ka me bojh sah leta hu, uske dard kuch kam kar deta hu

Kuch esa hi rishta he hamara....!!!!

Uski khusiyon k ange muje apne dard kam se lagtey he,
Uske sath kese jee lu fanaa hona bhi kam sa lagta he..
ye uski pyar ki ribayat he k wo mujse hamesha apna sa lagti he...

Uske sawalat hamesa kuch yun hi hote he, jo palko ko bhigoye rakhte hey..
Unka jabab jo uske hot dabaye rakhte he..wahi uski muskan chipaye rakhtey he
uske jabab me hamesa ISHQ hota he, meri panah uske sath hoti he..

Wo roj mujse yun sawal karti he...k uske uljhe hue sawalon me kuch door uske sath chal saku
Wo muje dekh sake,sun sakemahsus kar sake..itna hi chahti he wo
k uljha rahu uske sawalo me ta-umra, har jabab pe wo sawal karti he....!!!

Yahi chahti he k dooba rahu me uske sawalo me..kahoya rahu usme
uski ibadat me ..qki

Kuch esa hi rishta he hamara!!!!!

MOHABBAT KUBUL HAI......

MUJE US SE MOHBBAT HAI.....
MAGAR KESE KAHU US SE, WO MERI BAT KO SAJEEDGI SE KAM HI LETI HE,

HAR EK PAL MUSKURANA KHIL KHILANA, DOSTON PER FIKRAY QASSNA,
NIT NAYE MASOOM  MANSOOBEY BANA NA, SHOKH CHANCHAL HAR GHARI TAZA SHARARAT MAIN BAHUT MASROOF REHTI HAI....

MAGAR IK AUR HADSHA BHI HAI MUJH KO,
JO IZHAAR SE  IQRAAR SE KHUD KO ROKEY RAKHTA HE,
KE MEHKE KHAWAB BUN NE, KHELNE KA WAQT HAI USKA, MERI CHAHAT KAHIN MASOOMIYAT NA CHEEN LE USKI ...

SADDA KHUS RAHNE WALI USKI MUSKAN, KYU BAN JAYE USE PARESHAN HONE KI JAN
YUN TO SADKE HAE USKE BHT AR KHUD KO ROKE RAKHTA HU...
 MUJE MOHABBAT HE US SE PAR KAHNE SE DARTA HUN...
NAJKAT HE USKI BATOON ME K MERI UDASI CHEEN NA LE USKI KAYABAT..
ISLIYE DARTA HU K WO KUCH KHO NA BETHE....MERE DARKHTE HUE SEESO KO WO CHU NA BETHE....

KAHIN JAB DARD HO USE TO MERA DIL NA TADPEKABHI KABHI USKI KHUSIO K LIYE CHUP RAHTA HU,
K MOHABBAT HE US SE MAGAR KAHNE SE DARTA HU

SADDA SE HUM NE DEKHA HAI...MOHABBAT AADMI KO IS QADAR SANJEEDA KARTA HAI,
KE PHIR MAHFIL ,TAMASEY, KHEL US KO BOJH LAGTE HE, ME DARTA HOON KAHIN YEH BHOLAPAN US KA ,YEH HAR PAL CHEH CHAHANA MUSKURANA,

SAB MERI IZHAAR SE SANJEEDGI ME NA BADAL JAYE KAHIN
KAHIN US SHOKH KO BHI ROG KOI,
CHUP CHAP NA LAG JAYE....

MUJE USE MOHABBAT HE MAGAR KESE KAHU US SE???? 

MANJIL...

CHALO HUM MAAN LETE HAIN, TUME HUM KHO CHUKE LEKIN,

TUMHARI YAD AB TAK BHI, HAMAIN BETAAB RAKHTI HAI,
HAMARI SANS AB TAK BHI, TUMHARI AAS RAKHTI HAI...

MAGAR AB YE BHI SUNTE HAIN,,
TUMHARI RAAH ROSHAN HAI,TUME BHI MIL GAYA KOI,

MAGAR AFSOS,
HUM JESA,
AGAR PAO KAHIN TUM TO .....

MUJHE DO HARF LIKH DENA KE.....
MANZIL MIL GAI TUMKO....!!!!

SONE SE DARTA HOON.....

KAHA THA NA.......  K YUN SOTE HUYE MAT CHOR K JANA MUJE....

BE-SAK JAGA DENA ,BATA DENA.....
TUME RASTA BADALANA  HAI, MERI HAD SE NIKALNA HAI,

TUME KIS BAT KA DAR THA? ME TUMHE JANE NAHI DETA? KAHI PAR KAID KAR LETA? TUM PAR JULM ME KARTA?

ARE PAGAL !!!
MOHABBAT KI TABIYAT ME JABARJASTI  NAHI HOTI....
KHUDA K NAAM PE UNKI JHUTI IBADAT NAHI HOTI ...

JISE RASTA BADLNE HO , USE RASTA BADLNE SE...
JISE HAD SE NIKALNA HO ,USE HAD SE NIKALNE SE....
NA KOI ROK PAYA HAI, NA KOI ROK PAYEGA...

TO TUME KIS BAT KA DAR THA?
MUJE BE-SAK JAGA DETE, ME TUMKO DEKH HI LETA...TUME KOI DUAA DETA...
KAM SE KAM YE TO NA HOTA....

MERE SATHI YE TO HAQIQAT HAI...
TUMHARE BAAD KHONE  K LIYE KUCH BHI NAHI BAAKI..
MAGAR  MAI KHONE SE DARTA HUN ...

ME AB SONE SE DARTA HUN.....  

MUMKIN....NAMUMKIN...

AJAB HE RASTEY MERE,
K CHALNA BHI NAHI MUMKIN....ZARA THOKAR JO LAG JAYE SAMBHALNA BHI NAHI MUMKIN....

TERA CHEHRA MERI NAZRO ME DHUNDHLA SA NA HO JAYE, KE AB BHEEGI HUI AANKHO KO MALNA BHI NAHI MUMKIN....

MILEY HEIN  BAAD MUDDAT K BALA K SARD LEHJE, KE JALNA BHI NAHI MUMKIN PIGHALNA BHI NAHI MUMKIN...

TALLUK TOOT JANE SE UMEED TOOT JATI HE, DILON ME HASRATEIN  LE KE USE BHALANA NAHI MUMKIN...

BAHUT NAKAMIYAN  LE KAR HUA HU KHAAK KA QAIDI, CHALO AB AJJ SE GHAR SE NIKALNA BHI NAHI MUMKIN...

USE ITNA NA SOCHA KAR , TERI AADAT NA BAN JAYE, PHIR AISI ADTEIN MOHSIM
BADALNA BHI NAHI MUMKIN...


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ACHARMS...FOR YOU

ZINDAGI RUKH BADAL GAI HOTI, KASH TU MUJKO MIL GAI HOTI,
ZINDAGI KO GALE LAGA LETA , HAR TAMMANA PIGHAL GAI HOTI,
KASH TU MUJKO MAIL GAI HOTI.....

KHUWAB PALKON ME SAJA LETA, TUJKO SEENEY SE LAGA LETA,
APNE DIL ME TUJKO BASA LETA, MERI KISMAT BADAL GAI HOTI ,
KASH TU MUJKO MIL GAI HOTI....

AAHH NIKLEGI  TO HONT SEEE LUNGA , JIS TARAH HO SAKE JEE LUNGA,
ZAHER BHI HASTE HASTE PEE LUNGA, GUM KI YE DHOOP DHAL GAI HOTI,
KASH TU MUJKO MIL GAI HOTI....

AB TERE GUM KO DIL ME PALUNGA, HAN JUDAI KA ZAKHAM KHA LUNGA,
MAUT KO BHI GALE LAGA LUNGA, MAUT BHI AA K TAL GAI HOTI,
KASH TU MUJKO MIL GAI HOTI..........


IN MEMORY OF YOU......

MAHFIL.......!!!!!!

APNE EHSAS SE CHU KAR MUJE SANDAL KAR DO,
ME JO SADIYO SE ADHURA HU MUJE MUKKAMAL KAR DO.
MERI DHADKAN HO MERE NAM YE DIL KAR DO,
APNI ANKHO ME MERE NAM KA KAJAL KAR DO.
APNE HATH ME MERE NAAM KI MAHNDI RACHO,
MERE NAM YE APNA DIL KAR DO.
NA TUME HOSH RAHE NA MUJE HOSE RAHE ........
IS KADAR TUT K CHAHO MUJE PAGAL KAR DO!!!!!!!!